The tears in your eyes
And the screams I had to hear
The pain we weren't supposed to feel
The bruises on your arm
Which cut deep into my soul
Made me think I was the one
Who hurt the most
Soft soul but broken heart
Wished I could be there in your hardest times
Being the soldier in your life
The one who's always there dealing with the pain
Like sunshine after rain
But I prayed that you would go out of my life
I cried, I screamed, thought about drowning myself
Couldn't deal with all the traumatizing stories of your life
And I thought you were a bad friend, the worst I ever had
Thinking I was the strong one, the best friend you could have
But I was the one who gave up
The one who let you drown in your own blood
Soft soul but broken heart
Lost yourself in superficial party's
Thinking you're the worst
But you're smarter than the most of us
Empathy and so much love
Somebody that deserves to live
And you're still the best friend I ever had
The one I should care about like the first fall of snow
I prayed that you would go out of my life
I cried, I screamed, thought about drowning myself
Couldn't deal with all the traumatizing stories of your life
And I thought you were a bad friend, the worst I ever had
Thinking I was the strong one, the best friend you could have
But I was the one who gave up
The one who let you drown in your own blood
